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Something’s that been there for a while

2011-04-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

Something’s that been there for a while.

Did you know that there is something always there that we do not know. Ask me why.

Why? Because those things you cannot see most probably the things you ignore mostly.

Ignore? What is it, right? You the only one know what it is. Try to think carefully. What are the most things that you don’t want and you want that not exist. Regardless of what you think, better to think twice. Because everything you think is possible existence.

Which you know is all about you? Did you know human can think fast? Yes of course you know, right. But you don’t know is, when you think too fast. It makes the brain lose it functional the store and the data corrupt. Some old folk always said that make things slowly and carefully in order to achieve something.

What am I talking about? Say, that you did read again and again about it. Nothing that you read would understand. Then you need to ignore it. Why? Because your mind do not want to understand what is the point in reading it. It’s like something’s that been there for a while but gone in a split second.

Think about it. Close your eyes and imagine what you are thinking for a moment ago.

~AbDuLwAaZ~

The Season has come back again this semester..

2010-07-21T09:06:00.004+08:00

The season has come back from slumber.. Who is facing it will be moody every hour..
What it is? the water shortage has finally struck this semester..
What a wonderful day..
The pain of those finally come back..

Hey, don't get me wrong..
but the good part is..
There are rain every morning..
So, there a water from sky..
It a good thing..
but It okay for now..
Hopefully, the water shortage will be fine soon..

me,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

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2010-07-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

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2010 Start..

2010-01-03T21:21:00.003+08:00

Start the year 2010..

Welcome 2010..

Good Bye 2009..

me,

~AbDuLwAaZ~

End of 2009..

2009-12-31T19:11:00.005+08:00

This is end of the 2009..

We will be accepting 2010 soon..

Be God Bless us for new beginning..

Something like that la..

hehehe..

pape pn..

it just a new year in calender je..

haaha... :P

Well, what will happen next year??

it all up to you to decide.

That all for me this year..

We will see each other the next year appear..

huhuhu.. :P

mcm la jauh sgt tu..

Write by,

~AbDuLwAaZ~

Need to choose??? What i need the most?

2009-12-25T07:06:00.003+08:00

The word "MONEY" or "LIFE"..

mne nk pilih eh? what to choose?

i got no idea tau..

no "BOTH"..

only one to choose..

Why? Why? Why?

If i choose "MONEY", my life feel uneasy..

If i choose "LIFE", my opportunity will be gone..

What will i choose?

who can i be consider?

feel so unthinkable..

no one know what is going on here..

ARG!!!!!!!!!

Mood Tension,

~AbDuLwAaZ~

Why did I open that door?? Why?

2009-12-21T06:48:00.002+08:00

I ask myself many times now.. whay did i open that door?? Why?

Why i cannot just leave it like there. lets it close and never been open.

For all night i been thinking.. Why i open that door?

Sometimes open a door can lead to the good things and sometimes lead to bad things.

but i don't know what to consider is this, is it good or bad?

Now, although i think about it.. I still open the door..

Why?? because i want something good.

Post by,

~AbDuLwAaZ~

Saya tunggu dan terus tunggu..

2009-12-20T16:39:00.005+08:00

Menunggu.. adalah sesuatu yg amat pedih. bg sy mmg menunggu tu satu penyeksaan tp kdg2 menuggu tu bgus gak.. dptkn kesabaran.. tp bpe lme sy bleh sabar? ntah la.. agaknye depend pd mood ari tu kot. nk kata mood ok, sometimes ok, sometimes not.. hehehe.. pape pn.. menunggu mmg satu cabaran..

Kalau anda tidak mahu mnunggu..

jgn tunggu la.. buat tk th je..

wat org len tgu anda ye..

kirenye lu pikir sndr ye..

hahaha..

post by,

~AbDuLwAaZ~

This is My Love Now...

2009-12-12T14:40:00.005+08:00

This is NUR DIYANA BINTI CHE MOHD AZHAR. She is my love now. I hope we will be together forever.

This story goes back in early January 2009.

Once upon a day, I wonder in the land of cyber. There was so many website to explore and each of website contains much information. I wonder many places. Go there, surf there. Suddenly I found one website that interests me. So, I join the website, register and login. It called Tagged.

As usually someone will add me, but this time is special one. This is call destiny. So, I approve her. Her name was ‘Yana’. That usually I call her when we online. We get to know each other. We even share our life stories. I give her advice and she also gives me an advice too. At that time, I was only a friend to her. There was not in my mind that she will be more than friend. At that time too, I also have a girlfriend, to me she only a friend, not more than that.

After a while, I think almost about 1 year I know her. Starting my life at University Malaya, I know her in the Tagged. 1 year I know her but we not usually contact each other through Tagged because I also have a girlfriend. I just comment or message only when there is needed. She also meet me when she has problem with her laptop. That’s how we know each other. For the first time we meet was at her faculty because her laptop was having a problem.

End of that 1 year my dear girlfriend that I loved her from the bottom of my heart begins to act different. She was different until I did not know her anymore and begin to understand that she was having an affair behind me. I was so sad, she said she loves me but there is someone else. So, after that we break up and not to be together again.

That end of year was suffocated to me. Just like feeling my heart breaking apart. Feel sad to me. It was like my heart that filled with love suddenly empty or more appropriate is stolen. So, the emptiness becomes loneliness. I once was a happy man become a sad man. That was the first time I was being dump and I feel like a burden is falling from the sky to me. The heavily burden my heart, is so sad that I could not cry.

When I break up with my ex girlfriend, I wonder again in the Tagged. I go online in the Tagged and I see her also online. With my status change to single, she detects that change and she ask me, “Why?” I just told her the truth. Only the truth can open my heart again. To tell her the stories what happen to me, make my burden lesser. She also advised me to be myself again. I also try my best to forgot what happen and move on. Then I know that she was the same like me. She told me her stories too because she understand me and know what i felt. So, we become closer with each other.

For a moment, I can only think about God. That God create human to feel. I keep myself thinking deep into my mind and my heart about it. I begin to realize that I was chosen by God to be tested with this task. I concentrate my mind always to that so that I will fill my heart with new things and not hatred. So, I release myself from my ex girlfriend. Now, I am a free man. Single again, feel free to do anything and can live for a normal life.

From we rarely contact became often contact each to others. Each night we talk in Tagged. So after that we usually online use Yahoo Messenger (YM) and also through hand phone. That way we can talk more often and it much easier. We talk together about many things. Almost 2 month we know each other more better. The more we know, the more we get close to each others.

At the same time, she was having an issue that someone likes her and wants to know her better. That means she will be someone love if she accepted him. She told me that either she needs to be with that guy or not. I can only answer, “If it fit you the best, just follow your judgment”. She can choose what she wants that what I thought. I did not want to control anyone life that why I answer like that but at that time my feeling toward her is more than a friends but my mind won’t allow me to tell her what I feel. I don’t know what to describe it at that time. At the same time, my mind was in scare being love again. It makes me remind my own scar.

I cannot sleep well after that and always thinking what will be her answer. The change will be too sudden as my heart is looking for her. I must be prepared at all cost. One night, I forgot the date of that day. Maybe on 23/02/2009. I was asked by her, she said, “what was my feeling toward her?” I cannot answer that... But I being force to answer that when she said, “I will be someone else girlfriends”. Then I answer with all my heart, “I have a feeling toward you”. I don’t know what faces she was making at that time because I cannot see her in cyber land. But I feel relieve that I said it to her. Suddenly she said she also has a feeling to me.

I was shock but I also have the feeling that she already has a feeling for me. I don’t know how, but I just know when I get to know her more. She is really caring about me when I’m alone. That why I want her to be my love. She has more character that makes me like her most. After that answer, she rejects that guy and be with me.

That the second time I’m in love with someone. We declare our love at 23/02/2009. That will be our remembering day forever. This is my second love but to me there is no second. Only the first love ever and forever. I will make no mistake that will take me back to my past stories. I will always love her forever and someday will make her as my bride as my wife.

If you reading this story. Wish me luck everyone. Pray for me, for my happiness and long live with my love.

My Love,

~AbDuLwAaZ~

Malam yang penuh cabaran

2009-12-10T09:30:00.003+08:00

Semalam, tido tk lena la.. kdg2 mlm tjage.. mne nye tk.. pntu bilik tk leh kunci sgt.. rsau gak klu2 de org msuk.. tah sejak kebelkngnn nie tido pn pnt.. bgn lg la.. sgt pnt.. so, pg dh kne excersice.. sihat kn bdan.. nk segar slalu kn.. awet muda.. hehehe..

So, smlm mlm dinner mkn KFC, wah "dinner plate" siap tmbah "chezzy wedges".. knyang sgt tu.. tu la igt nk mkn nasi je.. tp mse kuar tu rse nk pi kfc.. hehehe.. tmbh la fat dlm bdan cam nie.. dh la skrg nie bdan mkin naik.. mnjdi2 tu.. hehehe.. len dari dlu.. ble tgk gmbr dlu n skrg.. leh gelak beso.. huhu.. pape pn, nk kne maintain jg diri nie.. ssh nnt tlalu bnyk fat.. brat nnt.. :P

Oh ye, skrg still keje lg.. bkn keje btol2 tp Latihan Industi je.. nk abih dh.. org skrg duk cuti kat umah.. kte kat cni, bkeja keras.. nk wat cam ne.. keje kn.. :D mmg keras je.. start kul 9 pagi, blek ptt kul 6 ptg.. tp tk leh ckp gak.. tk tntu.. kdg2 mlm blek.. mmg lewat la.. tk ksh la kn.. jnji keje siap.. hehehe.. paling lewat pn pnh smapai kul 2 pagi.. mmg nk blek tu drive motor, sejuk gile.. dh la jln clear je.. pe lg.. ak ngn Bax pcut je la.. kaw2 punya.. mcm mat rempit dh.. hehehe.. cme tk de lagak 'superman' je.. :P

Pape pn, tgh countdown nk abih LI.. mne nye tk.. skrg nie.. 10/12/2009.. abih nye 25/12/2009.. countdown la.. hehehe.. kire abih LI smbut krismas la.. hehehe.. njoy la pas tu.. tp yg hampa nye, tk dpt blek umah.. 28/12/2009 dh nek sem baru.. lor.. cpt sgt kut.. igt de la cuti kjap ke.. nk lepak2 ke kat umah.. tk dpt gak.. tp tkpe la.. raya aji ari tu dh blek umah.. so, rindu kat umah dh lpas.. hehehe.. :D

Ok la, skrg kat tmpt keje nie.. smue org tgh nk msuk keje.. chow dlu.. hehehe.. :D

Write by,

AbDuLwAaZ

"Working" itu je la yg skrg nie tgh buat..

2009-12-07T09:38:00.003+08:00

Tengok la tu.. kepenatan yg berkerja. hehe.. klu diperhatikan kat tingkap tu.. agk2 siang ke mlm?

ha.. teka2.. kje smpai mlm tu.. wlupn LI pn kje cam tu.. tk ke pnt?

pkir ye adik2 yg tgh mmbaca nie..

hehehe.. :D

Time tuk bertukar ye.. hehe..

2009-09-05T18:45:00.001+08:00

Lame kot tk tulis blog nie..
agknye sbuk sgt kut..
tk la..
mkgn de sstu yg di buat slme nie..
hehehe..

pape pn..
sy kmbali ngn berbahasa..
english? maybe some..
hehehe..

Air Terjun Hutan Lipur Kanching 6 May 2009..

2009-05-07T20:20:00.004+08:00

Enjoy the excitement at the Hutan Lipur Kanching..
Feel the tiredness after going up to the waterfall..
The water so cool and we had a BBQ at that place..
We eat and enjoy swimming together..
After long day vacation..
We go back with wonderful memory..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Yahoo!!!

2009-05-04T23:36:00.003+08:00

YAHOO!?!!!?!

STUDY.. FOR BOTH HOPE.. FUTURE..
STAND UP AND TAKE WHAT EVER NECESSARY..
EXAM IS DONE.. BY ANY MEANS, I TRY MY BEST..
A LOT HAPPEN IN THE FINAL EXAM THIS SEM..
WELL, TO BE SURE, IM READY TO HEAD TU FUTURE..
I WILL DO SOMETHING SPECIAL THIS HOLIDAY..
BEFORE I WENT TO NEXT SEM..
HERE I COME..
BE READY..

Be at peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

MatchinG DotA..

2009-03-24T07:50:00.001+08:00

DotA..
Match..
Yesterday..
Smile..
Huhu..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Morning with Rain..

2009-03-24T07:41:00.002+08:00

This morning..
When I wake up..
Rain from the sky..
It means..
What?

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Peaceful or not??

2009-03-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

Peace?

Peace?

Evaluate yourself..
Life is like this when you confident..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Malam Anugerah Kinabalu 2008/2009 (MAK 08/09)

2009-03-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

Memory of Malam Anugerah Kinabalu 2008/2009..
Sunway Resort Hotel & Spa
19 March 2009

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

This is you? Yes or No...

2009-03-17T07:13:00.002+08:00

Stress are you?
Why?
Sick of it?

Handle it,

1. Talk talk - Dont hold all feelings yourself, Try to talk about your stressful feelings with someone you trust and listen without being judgmental or pressuring you.

2. Act free - No matter how small the problem is, make sure you willing to take risk and make change of it.

3. Dont overdo - Did you try to handle to much problem? Stop.. Dont overwhelm it.

4. Get away - For time to time, free yourself, make your spirit wonder.

5. Prioritize one - Responsibilities cannot been obligate but can be prioritize each of it, learn how to prioritize as it can minimize problem.

6. Help power - Try to make your own life better by making someone else's life better.

7. Create success - If you can't change the world, change yourself! Learn how to love yourself as you are, while you work towards your goals.

8. Socialize now - Try to spend time with family and friends for love and support.

9. Be happy - One thing all of life's winners have in common is a sense of well-being, a positive attitude and realistic goals.

Note:
For me, I take number 9 as my way.. try it now.. feel free all the times..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Sunday Morning 15 March 2009

2009-03-15T06:12:00.003+08:00

We go..
We see..
We when..
Where??
Dating..

Thank dear..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Thank you dear..

2009-03-10T06:41:00.001+08:00

Thank dear..
You always make me happy..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Internet is slow sometimes

2009-03-10T06:30:00.001+08:00

No new post until internet is fully operational..
maxis broadband is slow now..
nothing to do much..
sleeping..
Zzzz..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Trust is Important in Relationship

2009-03-05T11:56:00.005+08:00

Love..
Family..
Friends..
Its all about trust..
Trust is the key to success happiness..
There always Trust..
In life and time..
In this world..
Search for it..
Save it..

In your Heart...
Keep it..
As long as you alive..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

My Heart is Fill with LOVE again..

2009-02-27T14:42:00.003+08:00

Thank for being in my life..
For u and For me..
Life is very interesting..
when u here for me..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

You Make me Happy

2009-02-22T16:21:00.001+08:00

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Lost Touch

2009-02-22T14:48:00.003+08:00

Tired days are about to come..
Preparation not been made yet..
Hope its going well..

Morning, Afternoon, and Night..
There is no time to think..
Just do it..

Pray for me..
Pray that I will be more strong..
Pray that I will be more happy in the future..

There are many task to handle..
Not one way out..
Choose my own destiny..

Fulfill with no regret..
Try my best..
To not lost touch..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Tired.. tired.. tired..

2009-02-14T18:37:00.002+08:00

Im so tired today.. taking a driving course.. make me tired.. the lecture was long.. straight for 3 hour.. man.. that was hard.. but the lecturer was a funny guy.. its quite ok la.. but sitting long in the 3 hour make me more less energy..

After noon time, had another class.. we go to "Bengkel".. this time im standing for another 3 hour.. huh.. this is more tired then before.. luckly.. only 2, half hour..

But waiting for the transport to UM is not short.. quite long time to wait.. boring.. tired.. specially my leg.. huhu.. but in the end i arrived at UM.. Now rest for a while..

As other might said, "difficult for now and easy will come later".. hehe..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

FESTAKA 2008/2009 in my mind forever..

2009-02-08T13:27:00.004+08:00

FESTAKA 2008/2009 was held yesterday 7 February 2009 at Auditorium in University of Malaya..

Hard work + Enjoy + Letter + Happy + Angry + Sponsor + Sad + Sick + Money + Places + Judges + Supporter + VIP + VVIP = VCS (Very Complete Successful)

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Me and My Imagination..

2009-02-03T13:41:00.005+08:00

This is a piece of paper..
I wrote this when Software Engineering 1 Lecture..
I dont know why.. but this is all in my mind..
Im lack of concentration during this session..
I still hear what Dr. R said.. but..
Feeling something missing..
Although I eat breakfast..
My energy did not come to me..
So, no concentration..
My mind cannot be fully used..
This all i can write..
On a piece of paper..
Wondering in my mind..
From 11am until 1pm..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Name is Memory..

2009-02-02T08:05:00.004+08:00

Memory.. memory.. life.. enjoy..

SomeWhere When Im alonE..

2009-02-01T19:25:00.003+08:00

Just like the day before me.. Now.. Im alone in my room.. sometimes it scare me.. sometimes it not.. well, actually that is only my feeling toward the surrounding.. Now, i can survive.. being alone is not a bad idea but lonely what i get.. so, be sure to catch a friends.. hehe..

I love to be alone sometimes.. it make we wonder myself.. to be able to do things myself.. and see things myself at different angle.. huhu.. just try it.. to see the true nature of alone itself.. huhu..

I dont know what im talking here.. but being alone can make you think of sort of things.. my idea come when im alone.. but not always.. hehe.. sometimes.. b'cause.. im not used to be alone..

but.. surviving in the world out there.. need something.. so work hard for yourself.. be confident with what you have done.. although it hard.. be yourself.. patient make human think..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Mozilla Firefox Has Gone Mad.. I think..

2009-01-31T22:55:00.004+08:00

Well, u did see the image i put there.. almost all the website it said like that... i dont know why.. but i cannot access the website.. it will goes like this..

I dont know what happen actually but.. i think a new virus is spreading in entire world wide web.. so, 'they' prevent anyone from enter the world wide web for now.. until its okay.. i think so.. but i try to resolve it somehow.. until then.. Night..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Morning EveryBody..

2009-01-31T08:19:00.004+08:00

Good MorninG Everyone.. Today is a wonderful day.. I hope All of you will have a great day today.. as me, i love a great day.. i can do anything with day like this.. so i choose to spend the day enjoy myself.. hehe..

Early in the morning.. Having breakfast.. wow!! the delicious Nasi Lemak is so.. i dont know what to say.. is so delicious.. just taste it and you know it..

Yeah.. i eat Nasi Lemak today breakfast.. my mom cook is the best.. that why it taste good.. hehe.. well, after eating.. i will start the day..

ok, that all know..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Holiday wif no connection.. but..

2009-01-28T09:24:00.004+08:00

Arg!!!! No internet connection... slow connection.. this is most frustration. This happen early of my holiday.. huh.. i dont know what to do that day.. just playing game only.. but who care right.. im enjoying myself.. hehe.. :P

i got two day holiday with my big and young sister.. b'cause after 2 day they going back to studied.. huhu.. we when n enjoy ourself.. huhu..

today only me n my parent n my 2 little brother at home.. after my sister go for study.. my parent is working at day.. home at night.. this week my little bro is school holiday.. so, we enjoy playing game.. my little bro love to play game.. every morning he did not miss open the computer.. hehe.. just like me when im little..

it alway happen like this in my entire life.. so, enjoy while i can..

Be At Peace,
-AbDuLwAaZ-

Thursday with an outragous..

2009-01-21T09:43:00.007+08:00

Thursday was the day i was not born.. huhu.. just say that for nothing.. well today i will post some agreement. i hope i done nothing wrong with the agreement b'cause its hard to write it back.. em, its ok right.. yesterday, i know about this agreement from my classmate in SE.. so, i rush to get the agreement myself after the class.. huhu.. that was fast.. all there are needed i have fullfill but will sent it today..

This morning, i wake up early.. so, i can send my agreement in the morning before or after my morning class at 10 am.. so, at what time did i want to go? maybe at 8.30 or 9 am.. something like that.. maybe.. depend on me.. huhu.. lazy huh!!..

Ok2x.. by the way, today is a nice day.. dont mess around ok.. do your best for today.. hehe.. Good luck ye..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

"Universiti Malaya" been attack..

2009-01-16T10:07:00.002+08:00

Uh.. There was a rumor going on at my college i hear..
This is true..
This morning..
16 January 2008..
Look at this page..
The shocking News..

http://mahasiswakini.com/archives/879

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Happy Friday today..

2009-01-16T06:31:00.002+08:00

Good Morning Everyone..
Huh.. today is holiday for me b'cause ive no classes..
Yesterday ive install new game call "Soulstorm"..
Today i will test it to see how much the impact in human..
Hehehe..
Well as a Computer Science, Majoring in Software Computer..
I need to 'study' this game for sure..
Oh, dont forget..
today also got meeting with someone..
i will take part in driving courses..
9 a.m. in front of 8th College..
so, be prepare..
em, I hope Clive is awake..
he need to be there too..
Em, after that what need to do..
Resting..Resting..Resting..

Be at Peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Story of My Breaking Love Life..

2009-01-14T10:14:00.005+08:00

Do you remember that once i tell u about my love.. now she's gone now.. its so sad actually, the pain.. but there no hope for me i guest.. now she with other guy..

Argg!! tension when i think about her.. the more i think the more hatred i became.. so, as a humble human, i just forget about her.. so long my forever love..

its started when she enter form 4 at Sekolah Menengah Teknik Perdagangan Johor Bahru or call it TCSJB. at that time i still feel her love toward me.. as soon the year come to an end.. the feeling begin to fade.. why i feel that.. maybe i feel that her heart is changing.. that only my hunch..

as me myself.. at that time i been busy with examination.. although i busy with exam, i know she was waiting for me.. so, i give my time to her to.. i contact her.. call her, sms her.. well, at the same time.. she was ready to break with me..

on the what day.. i could not remember lor.. her friend send YM to me that she want a break up with me.. so, as man i try to contact her.. man.. that was hard.. i cannot reach her.. what goes wrong?? i really doesnt know why she want to break up with me..

until the next day.. i can contact her.. ask her what going on here.. why.. why.. you want to know what she really answer me??? she said that she want break up b'cause she will take SPM on next year.. that is 2009.. why??? im so sad to hear that.. in my mind, like goes wonder why.. its it i been disturbing her for her life??? I ask her why.. to me that not the answer.. but she cannot answer to me.. huh.. i just dont get it at all.. there someone sms me said that she break up with me b'cause of her friends.. all her friends pledge not to have boyfriend in the SPM years..

then i dont have any choice.. so we break up.. i just like "wow".. my mind zoom in and out that day.. just like i never felt before.. this feeling.. feeling so uncomfortable.. i cannot describe it.. just new to me.. what is it?? not pain but less then that.. it was 'disappointment'.. in malay said "kecewa".. that was the first time i feel like that..

that not all the stories.. we just break up about 3 days.. then, i receive from 'someone' that she going to do crazy things.. so, i call her.. ask her why.. she said she still love me.. and cannot forget about me.. so, i become confuse.. although i feel disappointed, i still love her very much.. i also cannot forget her.. so, we together again.. that went well..

i told her that she can have her privacy when next year begin "2009".. b'cause she going for SPM.. that ok with her.. so, im glad..

em, as if well enough.. she different now.. we still together but i cannot feel her love anymore.. i feel empty.. but why?? its b'cause of the disappointed or something else.. i try to talk with her..
why i feel like this.. she too feel like me.. there something thats not going well here..

well, i in my semester break now, she in her school holiday.. so, with that feeling.. we need to meet.. so, i make plan to meet her.. at first, she agree.. so, i was excited to meet her.. i prepare many things to meet her..

well prepare.. night before tomorrow i call her.. oh.. that night she is busy.. her relative at her house.. so, i just tell her that tomorrow i will be at her house.. she said ok.. so, im glad.. i know she busy.. so, we only talk not long then a minutes.. at night, i cannot sleep well.. just thinking of her.. love her very much..

early in the morning.. it was Friday.. i need to be at her house at 10 am.. so, that morning i call her.. at 8 am.. she did not answer my call.. i just like "why???".. odd.. i just think positive.. she maybe busy with household.. i know she is very diligent with that.. so, i wait.. then i try to call again.. this time.. cannot reach her.. em, my mind just like "why??" again.. the clock is ticking.. time goes by..

then i receive massage from her said that i cannot go to her house.. why?? its really odd now.. to me, there something wrong here.. then i reply her massage.. ok, but why?? you know what she answer.. she said that she have to do her school work with her friends.. cannot do other day but today and she said other time to come.. so, im ok with that but really disappointed..

after that well prepare.. i just cannot do anything.. just wait for the answer from anywhere.. i really dont know.. why.. why this is happening.. still waiting.. then, Aidil Adha came..

i wish her.. so she wish me back.. em, i sms her back.. but dont have reply.. i just wait for her.. maybe she busy with Aidil Adha.. so, i dont mind.. after the Aidil Adha.. almost 3 days now.. she have not return my massage..

suddenly, i receive a massage.. this time for sure.. she want to break up with me.. wow.. that really surprise me.. but i dont feel anything.. just like that was the good things to do for us..

before i say yes, i ask her why?? but she cannot answer.. she said she still love me but cannot be with me.. em, i cannot get her.. i only ask her why.. but no answer.. then, there was no more for me.. that it.. we break up.. i said to her, forget about me..

after that, i and her is really break up..

really piss me off.. no answer why.. but still love me.. is that an answer??? anyone tell me.. what do you think???

be at peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Morning all..

2009-01-14T09:00:00.002+08:00

Hehehe.. Morning.. eh, im wake up late today.. well my body did know that today class only at 12 to 1. so, im become lazy lor.. huhuhu..

next up, go to bath.. oh, dont forget there some tutorial to do.. tomorrow also have tutorial.. need to be done.. my body is tired.. my mind lack of idea to do tutorial.. Argg!!!!

ok2x.. need to concentrate now!! c u soon.. tata.. huhu..

be at peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

In Evening class..

2009-01-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

Em, class is ok but many principle need to bee memorize.. well, as Software Engineering.. I must make my decision to achieve my goal. Like my lecturer said, life need principle in order to live.

Ok, that it the evening class.. Em, I got a good news.. Tomorrow i have no class for 2 subject.. so, my class start at 12 till 1. then, free time..

I dont have things to do.. no plan yet.. but i hope tomorrow will be good day for me.. lately, my day hasnt come at all.. I always at downsize.. poor me.. no one know but me..

anywhre, who care right.. i also dont care at all.. I always keep smile as i can untili died..

be at peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

Today is My little sister besday..

2009-01-13T22:09:00.003+08:00

Em, today is my little sister besday.. huhu.. you guest where is my little sister there? if u want to know.. the middle is my little sister.

She is Noor Wafa'a and today is her besday.. i call her uda b'cause she is third in my sibling.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. This year is 18th.. huhu.. em, but i cannot give her present.. not that im cheap.. but she is study now.. and i at kL.. its far away to get to her. hehehe..

anywhere, i hope she in good condition and always smile.. hope she get good result for the SPM.. i love her very much.. i love my sibling very much.. and.. i love my parent very very much..

be at peace,
~AbDuLwAaZ~

today was odd but im been even..

2009-01-13T13:15:00.002+08:00

Today i wake up just like normal day.. but yesterday i sleep early.. well, maybe im a bit of tired. so, i sleep early. oh, it seem that yesterday i got an invitation from my friend t play some "DotA".. huhuhu.. sorry my friends.. I just cannot play.. early sleep right..

at my 11 clock lecture.. i think that today is odd.. why? b'cause im the first one enter the lecture hall with the lecturer Dr. Rodina.. I just like "Wow".. its different.. so, after that, many student came in.. the class when smooth..

the odd is, i feel that i in the middle of two races.. it make me feel odd.. yeah, not like im been there all the time but it feel like that. so, i just like stuck in the middle..

but luckly the lecture is short.. so i can get out of there early..
ehehehe.. that not all.. just wait 4 me..

Im Back..

2009-01-13T13:10:00.002+08:00

Im sorry to all my fans..
because im been busy n got a "coma"..
last year..
so, please..
forgive me..
in past a year..
i been wondering the world with answer..
now i begin to complete my journey of quest..
hopefully, i manage to share my wisdom with all my fans..
thank you..

be at peace,
AbDuLwAaZ

My Older Sister Convocation at PICC

2008-08-24T13:16:00.002+08:00

That was a wonderful memory being to see my sister graduate. This is the memory of 23 August 2008 in PICC. Well, I will graduate too but not today.

Later ya..

I'm Graduated...

2008-08-24T13:09:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I'm graduated now.. So lucky get to wear this outfit. This is my sister convocation outfit. I just test it before she wear it. But I feel like I already graduate but it not my time yet. I need to wait for few years if I want to wear this outfit.

Until then.. See ya..

In Putrajaya and Memory

2008-08-22T18:26:00.003+08:00

When I at Putrajaya International Convention Center (PICC), I take a few picture.

I'm In The Hotel

2008-08-22T18:06:00.004+08:00

This is what I mean.. I'm leaving in the hotel. This is the first time I'm in the hotel with my family. Well, this is because my sister is convocation in Saturday. Today, I in the hotel. Tomorrow will be my sister convocation. Sunday, I will be back in UM.

Now But Today

2008-08-21T14:14:00.002+08:00

Hehe.. For the time being.. I'm not in the mood to write anything. Just wait until I get any idea.
Wait for me okay..

See Ya..

AFTER EXAM.. FINALLY..

2008-06-11T16:11:00.002+08:00

Finally, Im back at home.. Home sweet Home.. That everyone always said.. But to me is the same.. Hehe.. Okay, when I at home, nothing much I do.. I just eat, sleep and playing games..

Arg!!!... It is so tiring.. But sometimes I manage to get out from home. It for a while, to take fresh air. AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa... no Idea la what to say..

Em.. I think................ that enough for now.. Later when I have to tell I will tell.

Exam Is 'Weird'..

2008-06-11T16:02:00.002+08:00

Well, let me tell you, I know nothing when exam is started.. Is like my brain only think about game rather then study. I feel like Im not prepare enough, but I manage to do the exam.. But you la, the exam.. I know that some of my result will be bad as fail.

Now after the exam.. I know my result.. Huhu.. I said is bad.. Bad enough to get my parent angry, well.. it not what I think of. I have 2 fail.. but pass other subject. I feel okay.. but I need to do better next time or next Sem..

PS : DON'T BE LIKE ME AND BE YOURSELF. STUDY HARD MAKE YOUR PARENT PROUD.

COMING BACK LIVE..

2008-06-11T16:00:00.001+08:00

Haha...
Its been a long time..
Im so busy preparing exam..
but now Im back..

Stress Out..

2008-04-14T08:12:00.001+08:00

Em.. The tension day is come..

Examination day..

Need more spirit to do revision..

But all I need is more knowledge.

Ok2...

Need to study now..

When me attend MAK dinner..

2008-04-14T08:02:00.004+08:00

This is me at MAK dinner.

After dinner, when back to college...

Whats with My Face???

2008-03-10T20:37:00.004+08:00

HeHeHe...

That me?? It is definitely its me. I not wearing a mask but I put a colour to my face..

Why?? Because I will attend a show. Its not a funny show but its a Traditional show. I perform in a poem as an abstract dancer in there.

Its a lot tougher then it look but I practice to do the best. When the competition comes. I will be ready.

At the competition, when the result is announce. I and my teammate got third place. We all proud what we get.

Its all thanks to our instructor and our effort.

HeHeHe..

But Still My Face Look Bit Different...

My Home Is a Paradise..

2008-03-10T19:54:00.004+08:00

My home, that is my home. I live there from I at standard 1 until 1 March 2008. There a lot of memory at my home. I love that place. The surrounding is quiet and comfortable.

I love that place and miss it. Last Saturday on 8 March 2008, I went there. Oh, I miss my house. My house is sad because my family does not live there anymore. We moved to another place but still in the area. It just we moved to live at new place and move forward. After all, that house is a government facilities. Yeah, my house at Quarters Hospital Kulai.

So, after 1st March 2008, I will moved to my new house. My new house is not far from my old house. So, I need to decorate my new house to be better place to live. In the end, my new home will be my new paradise..

Love it to live in My Home..

My GirlFriend Is so Sweet

2008-02-25T17:29:00.008+08:00

To all girl, I like to make an announcement... This is IMPORTANT than anything in the world... I'M NOT SINGLE ANYMORE and THAT MY FINAL DECISION from ME. I want to spend my life time with my beloved dream girl. Hehe...

Is that I'm saying, wow.. That give me a lot of word and is truly from my heart. Hehe..

Okay, I now will introduce you all my dream girl. She is Nur Faraheen Bt Wahab. She is cute and sweet. To me, she is beautiful and full of fun being with her. I love her very much.

The first time I meet her was when I in a secondary school. When I at form 5. It is the last year at my school but full of memory. I meet her near her class, that was the first time I saw her. That times, she form 1. She is so cute, until I always imagine her in my mind. Hehe.. That was a beautiful memory I have in my last year at my secondary school.

But, that not all.. After that, I begin to know her more and more. The more I know her, the more love I become. My mind just like crazy about her and my heart love her much. When I realize it, we both in love. So, we become a couple. Time pass and we get more close to each other day by day.

Although I now study far from her at University Malaya, Kuala Lumpur and she study at Teknik Perdagangan, Johor Bahru. It sad actually, but my heart always love her and miss her so much. I always think of her and want to be with her everyday. I love her so much..

When my phone ring, I always think that my love call me but now she is study at hostel and not often call me. I understand that and I will wait for her patiently. It will be 2 years to wait for her until she graduate from her secondary school. when she graduate, we will be contact again.

Until then, I always love her and miss her. I also will wait for her. I will be with her for my life.

TO FARAH : I LOVE U & MISS U VERY MUCH...

ABDUL WAAZ(,")",)NUR FARAHEEN
LOVE FOREVER...

New Story that I want to share...

2008-02-23T23:26:00.004+08:00

Well, this is the story of my life. What I want to do is to be proud of my life. From the beginning of it until the last of my life time span. To be proud what I'm become in the future. Here goes, my name is Abdul Waaz Bin Abdul Wahid. I live in Kulai, Johor, Malaysia but now I live at Kinabalu college in University Malaya. I now study there. I'm study about computer science and major in software engineering. It will be a three years study there unless I have to repeat a subject then it take longer then three years but I will try to be not fail at any subject. I will work hard on it. To become useful person someday. I want to be a good person that can help other in my will.

My family is the best give from god to me, I will protect my family. I will care each of my family with my will. I truly love my family. My father, Abdul Wahid Bin Mamat is a pharmacist assistant and my mother, Noor Azmah Bte Md Jim is a clerk assistant. I love my father and my mother very much. They care me and my siblings much more than I can give. That my parent. I want the best for both of them. I intend to do everything I could to make my parent happy for as long as I'm alive. I love my family, you know everyone love their family right. Me too. Hehe..

I'm second in my sibling. The first one is my older sister, Noor Azwa Binti Abdul Wahid. She has a lot of responsibility, I think because she is the older one in my sibling. All though she the older one, I still will help her when ever she needed me. Hehe.. The third is my little sister, Noor Wafa'a Binti Abdul Wahid. Other two is my little brother, Abdul Azim Bin Abdul Wahid and Abdul Azamat bin Abdul Wahid. I also love my sister, and my younger sister and two of my younger brother. Thats all the sibling I have. Five of them and that make seven in my family.

IT COMES FROM INSIDE...

2008-01-06T09:16:00.000+08:00

You see, the world change... it is all about you..
Inside of you make it crowded..
Then it been realise by you when the time comes.
What is the time???
It call th 'dead' time.
It means you soon be split between your soul and your body..
You will feel nothing at all.

Just remember that what you do is what you are

Only about 'world'

2008-01-02T11:05:00.000+08:00

what does it affect??

think fast...

TODAY AND TOMORROW...

2007-12-04T11:21:00.001+08:00

From now on, the world has to be the number one in history..

In the end, the world will be a story..

Just think about it. If you know how to improve the world, you will be in history. But if you just want to live in the world just for fun. You will be in the story and it just a story..

Think about it..

Try to change yourself to the better world..

THERE IS SOME TIME I BEEN THINKING...

2007-11-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

WHAT PURPOSE DID I LIVE???

Now I have a purpose.. Want to know what is???

Answer : Secret.. :)

The reason is why I keep thingking like that because I took many wrong path but in the end I got back at the right path.

How is that posible??
Because there are mighty power out there that guide me to right path. Im thankfull for that you know. If not I will be in the dead zone by now.

THANK YOU GOD!!!

WHERE IS AMAZING THING IN THE WORLD?

2007-11-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

Now that we can find many places..

Feel free to wonder in the world.

There many places that you want to go to..

Enjoy once a while..

IS IT GOOD TO STAY IN THE WORLD FOREVER?

2007-11-18T21:55:00.001+08:00

The answer is NO!

Did you know that living forever meant you are god? This is wrong though. People like this is does not know the consequences about what going to happen. They only know to live forever and not to believe in death.

I hate this kind of human. It make me feel angry but I don’t care about it.

IS IT GOOD TO STAY IN THE WORLD FOREVER?

2007-11-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

THE MYTH OF THE WORLD

2007-11-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

Geb

Thousands of years ago, Geb was worshipped at the city of Heliopolis in lower Egypt as the earth god. Geb was depicted as a bearded man with a goose on his head. He was the provider of crops and a healer. Egyptian people believed that Geb laughter caused earthquakes. It was feared that because Geb was an Earth god, he might imprison the dead, preventing others from having another life in the afterworld.

According to an Egyptian legend, Geb married his sister Nut, the sky goddess, without the permission of the powerful Sun god Re. Re was so angry at Nut and Geb that he forced their father Shu, the god of air, to separate them. That is why the Earth is divided from the sky. Moreover, Re prevented Nut from having children in any month of the year.

But, fortunately, Thoth the divine scribe decided to help her. Thus, he induced the Moon to play with him a game of draughts, where the prize was the Moon's light. Thoth won so much light that the Moon had to add five new days to the official calendar. Thus Nut and Geb could finally have four children: Osiris, Seth, Isis, Nephthys. The ancient Greeks identified Geb as the god Cronos.

Coatlicue

Coatlicue, whose name means "Serpent Skirt," was the Earth goddess of life and death in the Aztec mythology. Coatlicue had an horrible appearance. She was depicted as a woman wearing a skirt of snakes and a necklace of hearts torn from sacrificial victims.

She also had flabby breasts and sharp claws in her hands and feet. Coatlicue was a goddess thirsty of human sacrifices. Her husband was Mixcoatl, the cloud serpent and god of the chase.

Coatlicue was the mother of the god Huitzilopochtli. She gave birth to Huitzilopochtli after a ball of feathers fell into the temple where she was sweeping and touched her breast. This mysterious pregnancy greatly offended her existing four hundred children who, instigated by Coyolxauhqui, resolved to kill their dishonored mother.

However, Huitzilopochtli emerged from the womb of his mother fully armed and slaughtered his star sisters and brothers. Huitzilopochtli cut off the head of his sister, Coyolxauhqui and threw it into the sky to become the Moon.

Huitzilopochtli was also known as the god of war and the hummingbird wizard. He served as the chief god of Tenochtitlan, the capital city of the Aztecs. He also eventually became the god of fishing.

Gaea

Gaea was the great deity of the early Greeks. She represented the Earth and was worshipped as the universal mother who had created the Universe and gave birth to both the first race of gods (the Titans) and the first humans.

In the creation story of the ancient Greeks, Chaos preceded all things. Chaos was composed of Void, Mass, and Darkness in confusion. Then Earth, personified as Gaea, came into existence. From Mother Earth then sprang the starry heavens, personified as the god Uranus, and the mountains, plains, seas and rivers that make up the Earth as we know it today. Uranus, the god of the sky became her husband.

Uranus was afraid one of his children would take the throne, so he forced all of them to stay hidden beneath the earth. Gaia devised a plan for her son, Kronus, to ambush Uranus. Cronus eventually became the new supreme god. Later, he suffers a similar feat at the hands of Zeus.

Gaea, or Mother Earth, was the oldest of the divinities of the early Greeks. She was the supreme goddess whose majesty was acknowledged by humans and gods alike. She presided over marriages and oaths and was honored as a prophetess.

Hou Ji

Hou Ji was originally a Chinese hero of royal descent. His ancestor was Huang Di. Tang, the founder of the Shang dynasty (c. 1600-1066 B.C.), made him Prince of the Millet. He was said to be also the ancestor of the Zhou dynasty (1066-221 B.C.) that followed the Shang.

After bringing the knowledge of agriculture to the Chinese, Hou Ji was worshipped as a god of the Earth or god of cereals.

Pachamama

Incas of ancient Peru believed that Pachamama personified the Earth. Incas ruled Peru from about 1450 until 1532 when Spaniards conquered their territories. Pachamama and her husband Inti, the Sun god, were viewed as generous deities.

Incas used to offer llamas and other animals as sacrifices to the Earth goddess. Pachamama continues to be worshipped today in Peru.

Bacabs

The Maya believed the Earth was flat with four corners. Each corner represented a cardinal direction. Each direction had a color: east-red; north-white; west-black; south-yellow. Green was the center.

At each corner, there was a jaguar of a different color that supported the sky. The jaguars were called bacabs.

Mayans believed the universe was divided into thirteen layers, each with its own god.

Papa

According to the Maori people of New Zealand, Rangi was the Sky Father and his wife was the Mother Earth, Papa. At the beginning of time, Rangi, the male sky, and Papa, the female Earth, were entwined in a static embrace. Rangi wanted with this embrace to prevent the creation of the world.

Their divine children, like Tangaroa the god of the sea, could not escape. The trapped gods tried in vain several times to separate from their parents. Then it was the turn of Tane, the god of the forest. Pushing away his father with his head and his mother with his feet, Tane finally succeeded.

He then set the Sun and the Moon, and decorated the heavens with stars. Tane was also the one who created the first woman, called Hine, whom he married.

Their children were the first Polynesian people. One of Tane's brothers, Tawhiri, the god of winds, did not want his parents to be separated and expressed his wrath by hurling storms and hurricanes against Tane's forests and the sea which was under the authority of another brother, Tangaroa, the god of the sea.

Midgard

Midgard is the realm where humans live, the Earth. It was created when the god Odin and his brothers Vili and Ve slayed the giant Ymir. In Norse mythology, the world was seen as a gigantic tree, called the World Tree or Yggdrasil, around which existed nine realms, each at a different level. The roots supported the tree and its branches shaded the world.

The roots of the tree reached down into the underworld. On the surface, Midgard is surrounded by a giant serpent. Bifrost is a huge bridge connecting Midgard to Asgard, the home of the gods.

Enlil

Enlil was the Sumerian god of Earth and air. Sumerians were living more than three thousand years ago in Mesopotamia. Mesopotamia is now known as the states of Iraq and Kuwait. Enlil was especially worshipped in the city of Nippur.

Even though Enlil was considered "the Father of the Gods", he was banished to the world of the dead by the assembly of the gods for doing wrong. To let him witness the birth of his own child, Ninlil decided to follow him to the underworld.

She gave birth to their son, the Moon god Sin. In order for Sin to enter the sky, the two gave their next three children to the gods.

THE MAKING OF THE WORLD

2007-11-08T01:51:00.000+08:00

The world has many stories about it existant.

Some say it the cause of science, some say it cause of founder of humanity, some say it creation of god.

And it will be a great stories to tell everyone what I thing about the making of the world.

The science would say that... huhu.. just see at wikipedia.org. :)

THE WORLD THAT WE SEE

2007-11-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

The world is a place we could share the important, the miracle and thing that we develop time by time. The future is depending on it.

For some reason, many interruptions happen in our world. This is because of the greedy characteristic personal on earth that creates the world to crumble and it cause unexpected disaster to humanity forever as long as human keep to make an inappropriate thing to the world.

We can see the example of the world that we live now. It is impossible to make it a better shape. This is because the world almost destroys by it own self. Thought that the world does not want to serve for humanity in the future.

If you see it clearly, you can know the world is dying. We know all human on earth know it that but they did not want to acknowledge the world.

What we see is what we can do to change it to be better side of the world. There always something we can do about it.

Therefore, regardless of that I will tell you something about the world. Where we go, we can see it clearly as clear as crystal...

This will be the first time..

2007-11-07T16:41:00.000+08:00

well for some reason i begin to make my first blog..
to ensure you like my blog..
i will make some interesting topic..
you'll see..

anyway, thank for seing my blog..
:)